Sunday, September 7, 2008 @7:08 PM
STOP!-Stop sending me emo songs please gavin... -.- n can u please stop asking me to forget abt.....?-Stop scolding me please mama n papa... i love u guys alot... but please stop saying that i'm stupid... i hate it.. it's demoralising..-Stop saying that i'm showing off please max... i play basketball that way... cant change it even if i wanted to...-Stop trying to understand me.... it'll make your life easier...-Stop barking n howling... if not i take u off my lolipop gang... -.-Lastly..-STOP PINCHING MY CHEEKS U JACKASSED GAYS!! WHO CARES IF I'M CUTE OR NOT? JUST STOP DOING IT N LEAVE ME IN PEACE U FREAKIN GAYS....sien...tried out 02jam 2day morning... sadly.. i went n downloaded philippines server.. cant even connect... mayb i AM stupid...played a diff game with gavin n my bro during noon time... gavin is such a newb... xDthen went to study summore...i think i'll delete those emo songs in my phone...because whenever one of those songs is playing..i'll stop studying... to wonder n think... about all those memories... wondering... whether if i had acted differently... will i get a better scenario? whether i've acted rationally... acted like myself... but after thinking... i felt that... i Was ACTING....nobody actually knew the real me...i'm feeling a sense of foreboding n hopelessness....haih.. i guess i wont b happy until i see all of them again...as they call me...'emo kia'.......signing off..i'm sleepy...