Monday, March 21, 2011 @5:57 PM
Argh.. damn it. Chung Ling needs to PAY. Due to the unfortunate fact that chung ling is an all boys school, i now have problems communicating. Sigh.. Seriously, chung ling should be a co-ed. If not, most students from that school wont be able to talk to someone properly, especially a girl. I dont believe it. Girls talk to me and my mind just freezes. Damn it! I either look at them stupidly, smile, or give an non understandable word. Sheeeesshhh!!! I feel so bad. I'm sure people feel that i'm retarded, or worse, emo. I have been labeled emo before just because of black clothing. I wonder why? Didnt your parents teach you that you shouldnt judge a book by its cover? Silence from me doesnt mean that I have nothing to say. It's just things that arent really compatible to the current topic. I usually only voice out to the point facts. Other things should just be kept to one's own mind or risk showing your own weaknesses. Oh, by the way, i just finished the fate route for fate stay night. It was a sad ending. I hate sad endings. It made me think for a whole day why sad endings exist. Even now, i'm still sad because of that ending. Its hard to get over. The ending made me think about everything sad which has happened in my life.
I wonder, what normal people's face will look like. My friends have said that I have an expressionless face. Well, maybe it's because i'm not feeling anything at that moment. But sadly, some people have related expressionless to sad, anti social and unapproachable.
It isnt true....
