Wednesday, January 11, 2012 @2:51 AM
What a FUCKED UP WORLD. WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?! ARGHHHH!!! FUCKKKK ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...
why... young lives claimed by some shit ass.. this is fucking retarded...
rest in peace you...
Signing off,
PissedAtTheWorld
Monday, January 9, 2012 @6:55 PM
Its been so long since i had an emotional overload. What a suffering year 2011 was. No friends, no contact, just studies and my comp. It has been a crappy year. Hopefully 2012 will be a year full of happiness for me. Friends going to aussie to study as well, wont be as lonely as before. Praying that my brain will be able to cope with uni level studies.
Although 2011 was such a horror, it ended pretty well. Chrysalis camp enabled me to know many new friends, most who will be going to australia for their tertiary education. Spending christmas with my family and cousins was also worthwhile. Its been so long since i've felt like a pampered kid.
What a way to start the year 2012! Went to Singapore to visit friends. Singapore has changed so much since the last time i went which was during nhsc, when i was only 15. Stayed at my friend's place, he's been an awesome host. Visited my friends and their poly. Most of them are content with their life in singapore. The plan was to go to USS on one of the days. Unfortunately, another friend got really sick and got hospitalized. I feel really really guilty... horrible thoughts went through my brain.
Highlight of my Singapore trip was the day i met another friend from sg. We havent seen each other for 3 years. Although i've been such a jerk, i was still accepted like i did nothing wrong. I'm so really really thankful that friends like this exists. Which brings me back to my emotional pileup. Feelings long lost have begun to resurface. Making me dread the time which i'll have to go back home. Even though the year 2011 has beaten me down, such a fateful encounter has made me think that life isnt all that bad, and it still has lots to offer.
And here i pray, for the speedy recovery of my friend.
Signing off,
SmallKid
